damn!!!

i dont know why this is happen to me, i dont want this, i dont want this is happened to me !!!
but why still happened to me now?
i not want feel broken heart again, i'm affraid that is happen to me again, i dont want that is happen.
maybe if i still alone i cant be feel thats broken, but what i can to do for all this ? i cant do anything !!!

i try say something to myself, "you must be still alone if you not want that all happen to you again", but what i has to do now? i say to her i love you? damn...!!!

** what ?? your not wrong, im right, you cant still alone in this life, you need somebody for you. you cant run, if you still run i will take it from you.. how ? **


this is my life, you cant do that!!!
the choise, i will take it for mylife, not you life !!